O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death?
Romans 7:24
The Apostle Paul was one of the greatest Christians to ever walk the Earth. If there was anyone in history who could look at himself with an approving nod, it was Paul. If there was anyone in history who could maybe claim to be a “good person”, it was Paul. And yet even the great Apostle Paul, who was beaten, stoned, shipwrecked and imprisoned in his life of service to the Lord, here declares himself to be a “wretched man” and in need of deliverance from the “body of this death”.
If this was Paul’s saying, how much more should it be ours? This verse has been my meditation lately. I am a wretched man – the more I live, the more I see this and understand it. There is nothing good about me at all in any way. “…in me (that is, in my flesh,) dwelleth no good thing…” (Romans 7:18) We are fighting a battle that we can not hope to win in our own strength. Do we ever get weary of the struggle? Do we find ourselves worn down and frustrated by our weaknesses and failings? Do we ever just long to cry out and be rid of our sinful flesh once and for all? If so, we are not the first Christians to think and feel this way, nor will we be the last.
In answer to his own question, Paul continues in verse 25, “I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord.” Who can deliver me from my weak and sinful body of flesh? Jesus Christ. I may be wretched, but He is glorious. I may be sinful and vile, but He is holy and righteous. All that I am not, He is. And it is He who will “deliver me”. Praise His holy name!